shirlyn's birthday

Omg kill me now.  well for 2 reasons we havent blog for like more than 6 months and Im feeling so guilty lol>< I actually forgot my best friend birthday. Its really not I dont care lol but I cant defend myself if you say me as a bad friend.  I am though.

I remember like 1 or 2 months ago I was like hey Shirlyn's birthday is reaching woohooo then like I forgot coz I was quite busy though..well and forgotful.

 Then I was like browsing my calendar and saw shirlyn name past a few days and I was like "HOLY SHOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT IM A BAD BEST FRIEND WAHHHHHHH" then I WhatsApp shirlyn a umm late happy birthday and asked her whether she wanna hang out since you know, different sec school now, a good reason to meet up again and most importantly,  give her a birthday blast even its late if its possible (she haven't saw yet) like she did for me for my 13th birthday^^

shes now 14 a few days ago now, so once again "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLYN. I know that doesnt mean its your birthday,  you just matured that day. I see you learning everyday, growing mature each day, be there for me even though im the most annoying person In the whole world for everybody else.

 You once said that you are guilty becoz u did a wrong decision and your not good enough for me (something like that you know my memory problems. But actually im the one who is the bad person.and definitely cant fit you as a best friend.) I have done alot of wrong things to you. So dont you ever say you are not good enough to be my best friend or trying to make it up for me. If someone has to make up for the other person, its me.

They say cherish what you have before its all gone. And even though your not gone lol choi we dont have much time with each other becox of schl homework inconvenience and not the same sec.

 Actually im really thankful you have not given me up yet. You know most if my friends,  they actually can really endure my wrong doing, strong and bad attitude.

 Yes we fight , but then its not that I fight with u we end things like others or, we arent going back to the same again. You would iust accept it and kinda embrace it, I know its really cheesy here and im really thankful I dont have to meet up with you and talk it face to face with you coz  i cant bring myself to say it, not that they arent true, its coz erm..im embarrassed.

 And even if I would to, I  will just stumble over my words and acting like a retard chicken or something,  even though its more sincere. But I know you see the sincere behind my words though.

I miss the primary school times with you and me making mistakes and learning them with you beside me, even though I am still now, your like my mother also sia. Watching your child growing up, watching me fall, encouraging me even if your damn tired and being with me when I stand up.

I could go allll 10000000000 things to say but you know me  haha, so, best friends forever okay?^_^
Thanks for accepting my flaws you the best!!!!
Muahaha even though this is about your birthday :D

hope we can meet up soon^^


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This is zixuan and shirlyn merged blog: )